I consider myself a child of God. As in other areas in my life it is a situation were I need to improve, but how do I go about that improvement? I don't like to attend church for personal reasons. "So called Christians" beat us over the head with the point that we are bad people because we don't attend the "club" on Sunday in our best suits and give the preacher man his weekly allowance and scream and shout. Try to see over the lady in front of huge ugly hat from far back because of course the usher board going to make you sit in the way back if you not on the church "VIP" list. Smh. Church is a joke. Why should I attend church if my voice and the things I learn in bible study and change the world. God has blessed me to be on a platform through the NFL where I can reach so many young people and old people alike in a casual setting where they don't have to feel they are being judge by the ole so holy church folks. I don't need a suit or tie to bring people to Christ or even a offering for that matter. Church is big business and likens it self in my opinion to modern WWF with all its showmanship. I often find myself asking for forgiveness and for my Lord and Savior to understand me when I pray. I often feel no one else on this earth does, they look at me as if I have a third eye. I don't mind and I'm not stubborn either I want to attend church with my wife, but I just cant pull myself to it. Its not being true to myself or my conflictions with these false prophets. Remember this...America was founded by those looking to escape religious persecution so don't stone me because I go about my relationship with my Savior different from you. I don't want religion I want a relationship. See you at the collection plate.
Tru Story!
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